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My colleague planned our trip to Lang Tengah for snorkeling and also to Pulau Perhentian (if sufficient 10 ppl).
It only costs RM550 each.
We will be going in 3 months time.. I think it is a reasonable amount to spend on the island since it include bus ticket, plane ticket, accommodation, activities planned by the resort and most importantly the foods!
I do hope that there will be BBQ activity. I’ve missed my Pulau Pangkor’s trip and certainly do not wish to miss this trip as well.. At times I do feel regret for not joining my former collegemates after we have finished our exams for final year!. It’s been 4 years now and in fact, Dennis the organiser has left the country for studies.
This trip will have 8 members (confirmed members as at 5.15pm). Guess what, most of them are my Phuket trip geng lor. Kind of excited .. in fact more excited that my feeling for Bandung trip lorz. Hehehe… maybe becoz of him joining lor,
I do hope everything go on as usual 
It will be my grandmother’s 100 days and we are going to her graveyard this sunday – 1/6/08.
Neway, the day after that I will be going to Indonesia for shopping with my ex-college mates. I’m kind of happy going but at the same time, worrying myself for overspending.
Hope for the best!
Again, I received his sms yesterday whether he can call me. I didn’t reply his sms which is quite obvious that I do not wish to talk to him or I would rather say communicate with him.
Today, as early as 9 am, while I was bathing.. he called me!
Seriously I just don’t understand. I’ve given him a very clear message that he is not the one that I am searching for by avoiding him for almost a year and even to the point of sending him a sms (which I seriously don’t know whether he could understand the meaning behind it since he is not that educated!)..
He has had disturbed my peacefulness at home whenever I was resting becoz he kept on calling me until I pick up the call.. one day, I would get averagely 5-6 miscalls. Can you imagine of me getting his call a week ?
I don’t want to be tied down by someone that is potentially hurting myself. Why not, I cure my inner wounds, purely left & branded by someone I knew from my past, thereafter I can consider another in my life. Seriously, it happened more than 2 years ago but… it is not cured & might not even cure!
Even to the extent that someone asking me whether I am a lesbian. I am branded as “L” now just because I am not seeing anyone right now? Tried few but none can occupy my time now and also my late grandmama advised me before she went into coma which eventually died because of that.
I juz don’t want to disappoint anyone or hurt anyone by simply picking up a guy from no where..
At times, I’ve given up hope for my friends. I’m very tired of getting together all of them. I am really am~!
I went out with them lesser as year goes by.. seriously. They were never serious of getting me into their conversation but only jokes. Now, when I have a new bunch of friends, they are looking forward of taking dinners with me.
Sorry guys,… it’s just way too late. I am not those patience enough to stand your careless time management. I still remember that you all were late for almost 3 hours! For God’s sakes… 3 whole damn hours! Nobody could have stand it. Furthermore, not only once but every gathering. I am just too tired and guess what? I am giving excuses now, whenever you all call me out for dinner or something.
I would rather stay at home than going out taking dinner with you all coz I know for one thing, you all definitely late for the dinner. Never been punctual although I told you all off last time and never changed. Why should I wait when my parents could always bring me the foods whenever I am hungry? Why should I wait for you guys to come when I can spend the time all by myself doing whatever I want?
One thing for sure is, our friendship is getting cold and I think someday, we might be acquaintance
I hate to complaint but you all have been neglecting the one biggest problem I’ve faced as your friend, you all never mend it and yet, you still do what you like… which I think it is hopeless for now.
I find it quite true that we the chinese in Malaysia have evolved!
Just like yesterday when a lawyer asked me, whether I’m which type of chinese? I told him, I’m a hakka hainan and as for himself, hokkien hakka. So, I’ve asked him he is from which type Hakka clan.. and guess what he answered me!? He said he don’t know..
Seriously, our culture here has neglected our own chinese customs not to mention, their own family history. No doubt that I am one of them.
I can’t imagine, down the road, maybe 5-10 years time, our children will be speaking fluent english and malay language and NOT Chinese words. I am not surprised… but it is a pity though. Not to understand the chinese culture fully and taking the issue lightly.
It’s a shame that we don’t care less of what we were yesterday but only what we are today. Nowadays, they are only uses “CIN CAI” which means in Cantonese – whatever! …
I do wish that I am raised in a strict chinese family and not raised in a westerner’s mind. Else, I would have been a better Chinese and not referred as Banana in the Committee…
It was fun whenever I get to go to Johor but unfortunately, there was no plan to go Singapore this round although Mega Sales in Singapore gonna start soon (maybe!).
I was in JB for 2 days and stayed in Mutiara (4*) & enjoyed my stay in that hotel. It was cozy and comfortable too. Hehehehe.. although I know my trip to Johor is to work but somehow, I still feel holiday!
I even shop only dvds @ Holiday Plaza. Lots of dvds this time because I only go JB once a year. Hehehe.. so, it will be my shopping spree for DVDs only!
Wow.. time fly very fast. Booked my tickets since end of last year and guess what?… my trip will be in 2 weeks time!….
I am so happy but then, very worried that I might over spend lor. I’m just too good in spending and I don’t wish to spend more than RM700 for shopping items. Very worried now but also kidda excited lor.
Although it won’t be as excited as I was when I went to Phuket. It’s such a memorable moments when I was in Phuket but it’s kind of painful too to look at these photos because something happened along the way which I do not wish to think about it anymore.
Besides going to Bandung, Indonesia. I am going to Kota Kinabalu, Sabah on 4 – 6 November 2008. It will be my family trip after 2 years failed to organise a trip with mother. That would be great although it will not be shopping event when we are there!
Yahoo… guess what!? I’ve finally successfully planned my 2008 travel activities lor. Gosh… I’m so happy with it but kidda sad also because I have to plan for 2009 which… gonna be abit difficult!…………
Yeayea… I’m going to Johor Bahru with my colleague, The Rabbit and my boss, The Horsey.
Going there 2 days 1 night. Hahaha… told Mr.Cai to take us to the something “bay” .. hehe.. I’m happy though because this time I’m quite close to him compared to previous trip.
Looking forward for this trip!
By 20th May 2008, it will be exactly a year since my grandmother left us. Haha.. I never thought time can go that fast. The incident as if happened yesterday!
Although I have accepted my grandmother’s death but yet, I still misses her very much and of course, occasionally I still think of her. I am not that filial when she was alive which often I felt like I wasn’t a good grandchild to her since she has raised me and my the sisters.
After her death , I only knew that she is one of the most important person that I ever had and loved.
