Friendship

Yesterday went out with my college friends for yam cha… I think this is my 3rd time having yam cha for my entire life knowing them lo.

Hahaha.. it’s been ups and downs whenever I am with them.

Anyway, my friend, MW asked me a question which occurred to me that I’ve neglected my relationship with LY.

It’s been years since I had a proper conversation with her. I think, after my breakup with ALFK, I’ve started ignore those beside me. Perhaps, the painful experience being betrayed by that bitch has had make me lost my confidence in my friends. I dont have doubt in that but yet, when did our relationship stopped being friendly?

It never occurred to me that our friendship could go so distance which I could hardly recognised it. Gosh, I miss those days when I will spend hours on the phone talking and gossiping about people with her.

Time flies, and so is our friendship.

I am no longer that girl that enthusiasm about maintaining a relationship. I am not the type that used to call people out for a drink and talk about the time missed.

I also realised that not only LY but others too. I am no longer interested being friendly among my friends. Maybe also because I am frustrated.. I think it is unfair for them but …

Time also mature me but I do hope that time dont go that fast, because I couldn’t catch up the pace.. I will be left behind ALONE..