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Gonna miss the snow.. another 4 days time before the snow goes off… haha..
captured it so that reminds me how unique this website is 
This year is the most busiest year ever in my life.
1st of all, I had difficulties when my ex boss promoted and it’s been hell when I was under him. I have make the most difficult decision which was to resign from my previous position. It was hard and I almost wanted to cry when I knew for sure that I am leaving my ex-company. It was the most difficult decision ever made by myself for leaving my good friends behind.
This year also was my dreams came true. 1st of all, I’ve experiences how it would be to be liked and loved … although it is a brief occasion but it is sufficient. It is difficult to maintain a steady relationship especially he is so different from my world. We are completely from 2 different worlds. It was a hard decision finally, to be out of this relationship. He has uttered something that I doesn’t like which is comparing my family situation, financial situation and also most of all, he is so particular that insisted that I should be paying for my own meals..
I understand that my position is much higher than him, earning higher than him and my family condition is much better than him but I have never once spoken about these things in front of him. and even if I am earning more than him but it is not the girl’s duty to pay the bill and he is just shameless to do it.
I do understand that he is inferior complex but he has to accept it or just drop it off. I have been too lenient to him. I was never once lowered myself so low so that he can accessible to me but he never appreciated it. It is too bad because I am now again closed for any available relationship.
For me, it is hard for me to accept a person in life but never have lowered my expectation to my partner… this is also why my friends said I am just too choosy. Haha…
Also, I’ve been dreaming of working in foreign company which is one of the reason why I went for an interview in 2006 at Microsoft. Unfortunately I was not recruited. Now, I am with one of the MNC Insurance company which is graded A+ but I am still yet to adapt to my environment in terms of job and people. Soon, I will be happy but not now.
Anyway, I have been to 5 major trips this year with my friends and family and I find this year very interesting and I’m loving it.
Next year won’t be this busy because I’ve just changed job but of course, I also planned for my trips for 2009. I am actually thinking of going Hong Kong or Beijing next year.. either one will do because I will be spending about 1-2 weeks away. Gosh.. money going out again.
Amazingly.. this year, I’ve been to Phuket (Thailand), Bandung (Indonesia), Hong Kong (China), Lang Tengah (Kuala Terengganu), and Kota Kinabalu (Sabah).
I did not plan for that many trips.. it was spontaneous planning especially my Hong Kong trip. A week before my flight scheduled. Hehe.. too bad because the weather was bad. Hong Kong was completely shut down on 6 August 2008 due to Typhoon (signal 
but I did enjoy my trip because it was my 1st trip being so far from Malaysia.
I am thinking of planning for Hong Kong (if only my planning successful), I will be going 2 extra places.. Shen Zhen and also Macau. I wish that my precious planning will be successful. Even then, if my Hong Kong not successful, I will go on tour to Beijing, China with my friend. Uncertainty in my planning. It may change overtime.
Besides that, I have 2 confirmed trips; Bali (Indonesia) and Bandung (Indonesia). Although my Bandung trip is yet to confirm on the dates but I am very sure and determined that my trip will be successful because it might be my last trip with my ex-colleagues because they might set up a family soon, by then, they wont be as free as now..
But.. my Bali trip has been confirmed. scheduled to fly in April 2009. Going there for 5 days and 4 nights. Gonna be abit boring because will be going there with a couple but, I am hoping that I won’t feel out of place. Haha… 
Anyway… I do hope that :-
1) stable in my job and contented to stay
2) financially stable
3) able to adapt to my new environment
4) also able to find my life partner by next year…
5) my family will be happy, no arguments, nor sadness that surround us for the past 1 year since my late grandmama died and my late grandmother.
6) everyone I loved, friends that I know, relatives will be safe and sound
This is what I wished for year 2009. Hehehe… HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Gosh… I watched a movie with Lew whom I met in facebook.
He is chatty though.. haha…
Anyway… the movie sucked! He bought the tickets for the Spirit. I hate the movie! So irritating…
I wont recommend that movie to my friends.. me and him were complaining so much.. haha.. 
Erm.. I’m again spending time at Starbucks instead of going back to house immediately after Yoga classes..
Since the weather is so sunny today and the temperature at home definitely high.. rather than wasting my mother’s money in electricity, I better stay at Garden’s starbucks.. haha.. at least, the only place where I can never sweat.
I am planning to take my younger sister to go out to watch THE SPIRIT. I wanted to watch that movie since last month. I didnt know it has started premier this month… haha.. probably I will watch in Kepong.
Actually I booked 2 tickets for me and De De to watch but he has mood swing and so, I’ve changed my mind. So.. I’m asking my sister to watch instead. Haha..
I’m just too tired entertaining him.
Neway.. I’m about to leave starbucks liao. It’s been 2 hours spent here chatting with Lew whom I know from facebook. Haha… ciao…
It’s been third week since I’ve started working…
Tiring at times working and I hardly talk to my colleagues except my former boss – Mr Meowth who is now working with Pasific insurance.
I am really miss MAA. Everything seems different and even the human factor there.
Probably I am yet to settled.. even my mentor Brandon told me that he wanna have lunch with me.
I am not ready to have lunch with my existing colleagues because I had very difficult time when I was in MAA being closed to my own bosses…
Btw… i am kind of know this new colleague who is working as underwriting. He said, he will bring me around the company next week and introduce me the staffs there. He is kind of friendly geh… haha… I was locked insdie the office just now because I was accidentally tagged twice before I leave the company.. hahaha.. and he saved me the hassle.
Anyway.. I dont even know his name yet although I always see him walk pass my cubicle. Hahaha…
There is one staff that I would like to know lor.. but don’t have the chance although I had the change earlier this morning. Hehehe…
What a gloomy day but I still go out for Yoga class..
Hehe… I went to Hot Stretch for beginners and I dont sweat at all.. but I felt so good to my back bones.. although abit aching – lack of exercise for the past 4 weeks.
I hardly go yoga classes after I was infected with coughs and I’ve suffered from the sickness for more than 2 weeks! Twould be before I left MAA lor.
Then after that, I was damn busy arranging timing for de de but somehow things didnt get well between us and now I back to single and lonely.
I would rather be alone than forcing myself to be with someone.. hahaha…
The clock has strike way past 12 o’clock!
MERRY CHRISTMAS to the readers…
As for myself, I just came back from Mid Valley. Well, it’s been exhausting day because I have clashed my timing with my friends and de de.
Aihz.. I felt so guilty for leaving de de behind as my friends reached Mid Valley earlier than I expect them to reach. Sorry!!
Btw.. watched the IP MAN and it was so good and I am planning to watch 2nd time because it was way too good as good as twilight! I think I will go and buy the DVD once the version is clearer. I dont want cinema version.. haha…
The kungfu looks so real and the casting actors are familiar faces. One of the actor I like very much.. hehe,… and he looked so old liao.I wonder how old is he (seriously I dont know his real name at all!)… and he hardly act.
Finished the movie at 11 pm and went down to Kim Gary restaurant and had our supper. Haha.. and one of my friend JYeong is having stomachaches after taking supper. Pity him! :-p
My friends are planning to have Xmas drinks on the eve but I wasn’t prepared to spend so much time with them.
My dream has came true last month,… but it wasn’t a real one and I was ok with it. At least I have experienced something that I’ve yearn to have it. Haha..
I’m so tired working today.. had a long long day at work but not satisfy with my time frame working on one file.
I don’t have enough time to go through all the files… i am really bad in time management. Aaihz….
At time, I really regret resigning from MAA and probably it is just a lame excuse so that I could resign again?
Neway.. I am happy because I will be going back to Raub on the 2nd week of January.. Dad agreed to go back and am looking forward to meet my late grandmama.. oops.. actually what I meant is to pray her and my late grandfather. It’s been more than half a year since I’ve visited her grave. Twould be during “ching meng”…
I’ve been dreaming of my late grandmama. I know that she also misses us and we too misses her too much. By 20 May 2009, it will be her 2nd year leaving us. I am truly misses her this much and at times, I also regret for not spending more time with when she was still alive.
So, now I am treasuring every moments that I have right now because we will never when we will lose someone special in our life. Especially someone you loved dearly… For me.. there are 3 most important person existed in this world and I have lost one of them.
I really dont know what I could do if I again losses one of them in these few years time…
