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I’m so tired today.. I can actually fall asleep while I was chatting with my friends.

Not only today I felt so tired. It’s been 2-3 days but I have ignore the stress I’ve put to my body.  Most of the available days,  I will spend more time at myoga. Erm.. now, I also gaining weight because of my endless appetite. Haha… :-)

Soon.. once I cut my rice consumption… surely I can reduce more weight. Haha.. :p

Today is Chinese’s first day of the year.. so would like to wish every one HAPPY GOH TONG DAY… :-D

Also, it  is my reason for not going yoga classes today because it’s been weeks since I enjoy myself at home. Most of the time going out and spending time with him.

Since it has been officially that I am letting go the chance for us to be together, I would like to spend more time at home.

Probability is the wisest move for me to end this because we are not going anywhere if I kept on lying to myself that he could improve but he is not. I am not going to waste more time or money to know him more. It’s been 1 and 1/2 months since I’ve known him.

But things didn’t go well and also, I’ve been having mood swings.. and has been affecting my job at times. I already had migraine during weekdays and I dont want to encounter another migraines during weekends. I had enough already.

Sorry de de… it’s time to wrap up!

Before things go badly but gonna misses those time we had together.

It’s so hard to know him and was trying very extreme hard that he could be open to me or me open to him but each time, he will raise dotted zibra to me. I had enough for trying to convince him that he is nothing to me (I lied but for his own good) but it fell into deaf ears. :-(

He is so jealous whenever I’m with a guy and very suspicious. I am not even his gf but he is so control and possessive which I can’t even breathe.. I am tired and so, I have make a decision which is right for us. I am not going out with de de anymore and that’s it.

So, right now I only think about my future – my career and saving more money to travel again. Probably next year.. before I settle down. I am leaving everything to God that he will arrange me to meet my white knight.  Probably next year? the following year? or never? I am not going to chase for that right guy anymore.When the time comes, it will come else, I will just have to embrace what is stored for me.

De de wasn’t in the planning for 2008 or 2009. I would never have thought that I would meet someone from yoga centre but it was a mistake. I will stay away from anyone from the centre. I want to have a peaceful yoga practice and shaping out my body… also haha,.. reducing my weight!

God bless me with my 2009 planning..

Yeah… I am very tired right now because continuous having yoga practice in Myoga but, it has paid off!!

Alot of people been telling me that I’ve successfully reduced my weight and I am happy. I also realised it recently when I checkout my upper body’s fats.. it’s all gone!

Probably it may not be fats but water since hot yoga promote less water retention and not reducing carbs but no matter which, it can show I have reduced my weight, I would be happy oredi. I am not that concern about my weight but my figure.

I have gained few kilos after I’ve stopped my yoga practice in March 2008 and regretted since then. Aihz… previously I was lazy just thinking about going to classes although it is so much nearer to my home but now I have to go all the way to Gardens just to have 2 classes of yoga.

It may be tiring just to walk to the place where I can take my public transport but at least, I am training my legs to walk more since I will be starting my new job soon where I am needed to walk and at faster speed! Haha… I am thinking positively!!

Yesterday it was hard for me to follow the instructor’s direction. Probably I was tired, and stressing too much to my body. It was hard to follow pilates instruction. It’s all about training the belly. He was quite helpful too. Aihz.. what to do, it was my 1st class in pilates. It’s quite different from yoga classes. I do hope that I can master pilates too since it is different school of thoughts.

Initially planned to have 2 dancing classes – cha cha dance and the other is Indo Jam but unfortunately, I was stupid in controlling my legs. My steps sucks and the instructor was too fast.

So, I’ve changed to Hot Yoga. It was fun. She taught us the right way to do Yoga and she is friendly too. Probably I will be coming over on Sundays.. provided my muscles arent going to be this pain!

I think I’ve too stress on my body and I could hardly walk right now. Each time I take one step ahead, my legs’ muscles pain!! Gosh.. I dont know whether I could go to work and do Ong2’s file. Probably I will have to take a MC either on Monday or Tuesday but tomorrow have Raya Party :-(

Aih, I am quite determined to go but my condition might go bad to worst. Let’s see lol… hehe

This is the effect of stopping taking yoya classes… one: gained 3 kgs over the past 6 months and two: muscles pain!!! Hahaha… Hopefully I can get over the pain and tiredness and get myself refreshed! :-)