Friendship

Yesterday went out with my college friends for yam cha… I think this is my 3rd time having yam cha for my entire life knowing them lo.

Hahaha.. it’s been ups and downs whenever I am with them.

Anyway, my friend, MW asked me a question which occurred to me that I’ve neglected my relationship with LY.

It’s been years since I had a proper conversation with her. I think, after my breakup with ALFK, I’ve started ignore those beside me. Perhaps, the painful experience being betrayed by that bitch has had make me lost my confidence in my friends. I dont have doubt in that but yet, when did our relationship stopped being friendly?

It never occurred to me that our friendship could go so distance which I could hardly recognised it. Gosh, I miss those days when I will spend hours on the phone talking and gossiping about people with her.

Time flies, and so is our friendship.

I am no longer that girl that enthusiasm about maintaining a relationship. I am not the type that used to call people out for a drink and talk about the time missed.

I also realised that not only LY but others too. I am no longer interested being friendly among my friends. Maybe also because I am frustrated.. I think it is unfair for them but …

Time also mature me but I do hope that time dont go that fast, because I couldn’t catch up the pace.. I will be left behind ALONE..

Tired?

At times, I’ve given up hope for my friends. I’m very tired of getting together all of them. I am really am~!

I went out with them lesser as year goes by.. seriously. They were never serious of getting me into their conversation but only jokes. Now, when I have a new bunch of friends, they are looking forward of taking dinners with me.

Sorry guys,… it’s just way too late. I am not those patience enough to stand your careless time management. I still remember that you all were late for almost 3 hours! For God’s sakes… 3 whole damn hours! Nobody could have stand it. Furthermore, not only once but every gathering. I am just too tired and guess what? I am giving excuses now, whenever you all call me out for dinner or something.

I would rather stay at home than going out taking dinner with you all coz I know for one thing, you all definitely late for the dinner. Never been punctual although I told you all off last time and never changed. Why should I wait when my parents could always bring me the foods whenever I am hungry? Why should I wait for you guys to come when I can spend the time all by myself doing whatever I want?

One thing for sure is, our friendship is getting cold and I think someday, we might be acquaintance

I hate to complaint but you all have been neglecting the one biggest problem I’ve faced as your friend, you all never mend it and yet, you still do what you like… which I think it is hopeless for now.