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This is my 2nd year without my late grandmama and surprisingly, I don’t feel anything compared to my previous year.
But she will not be forgotten.
Probably because I know that I am going back Raub this year for CNY celebration with my aunties from my father’s side. Haha..
Oh yah.. Me, sis and mother went back to Sentul to pray my late grandmother , mother’s side. It is our 1st year without her. Every year, on the 4-5th day of the new year, we will go backa and celebrate and she will be just at home. Well, she was quite old and physically unsuitable to move around. Only with the help of the maid and on the wheel chair. Worst of all, she halucinates.
My mother and auntie did take it well yesterday.. good job! I thought she will cry like we did last year. It is true that we didn’t “feel” anything when we were in Sentul. SURPRISINGLY!!
Like my mother said, we still feel “missing” (father’s side).. and don’t know why! Hahaha… 
Can’t wait to be home and pray my late grandparents on 4th day of CNY. 
By 20th May 2008, it will be exactly a year since my grandmother left us. Haha.. I never thought time can go that fast. The incident as if happened yesterday!
Although I have accepted my grandmother’s death but yet, I still misses her very much and of course, occasionally I still think of her. I am not that filial when she was alive which often I felt like I wasn’t a good grandchild to her since she has raised me and my the sisters.
After her death , I only knew that she is one of the most important person that I ever had and loved.
