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Yup yup.. another 1 1/2 day to go before the clock turn 12 o’clock… HAPPY OX NEW YEAR!!
Yeay… this year will be abit different because I am going back to Raub on the 4th day of new year!! Yupz.. only us, the sisters and brother in laws. Oldest sis gonna back on 6th because she has to work on the 3rd day.. 
I can’t wait to go back but how’s the atmosphere in Raub? Will it very happening or just like in Kuala Lumpur? Finger cross….
I don’t know what happened to me lately.
I’ve got just too much to bear.
Yeah… I’m in deep shit. Guess what? I’ve completely let go my notion of getting involved in a relationship after that De De’s incident and the next thing I know, someone asked me out for a date.
Few days ago, I went out with Sky for dinner right after my meeting with my ex-colleagues in Mid Valley. I have much decided that I’m no longer interested to be with anyone. He made me realize something that I haven’t thought of.. COMMITMENTS…???
The very next day, someone whom I knew for the past 2 years, has again asked me out for a date. Haha… yeah.. I’ve rejected his request last time for movie and now, he’s on the move again.
At first he asked me out for dinner and later, he changed his mind and asked me out for movie as well. Well, I didn’t see him for almost 3 months since he was not working in the same department as mine.
Haha…to be honest, I was quite jealous when I saw a girl’s photo in his phone. I was quite but not extreme. Haha.. I guess, I just have the habit of looking into someone’s phone photos. I would never thought that I would be that jealous and … tested him whether he has gf. He said NO.. I was quite not convinced when he said so until my ex-colleagues been telling me the same.
Guess what? He is quite a recommendable by my friends.
So, I’ve decided to go out, at least this time. He has been in contact for the past months. At 1st, through smsses then later on.. emails. And recently online chatting but of course, he has been busy and never really got the chance to have a proper chatting session with him. Also partly due to my early sleeps that disrupted our conversation.Haha.. yeah..I loves to sleep early.
erm… his parents are in town. this is why he ddin’t ask me out for date this week and even me. I don’t know what’s gone wrong! Years ago, I would yearn to be with someone and now, I don’t have the “fire” since my failed relationship with De De. Is it too fast for me to move on? Took me almost 3 years to let go Anthony which I thought that I could be with De De.
And that too, also a brief relationship. We aren’t compatible and most of all, he has so many flaws that I could take it. He made it even worst when he said something nasty to me a day before 2009.
He has destroyed my New Year 2009 and I thought, I would have a bad year ahead of me.
For me, I don’t like to have bad incidences when I face a whole new damn year… and he did it!! I can’t forgive him and certainly quite sure that he is not the one. Even my ex-colleagues been telling me. At times, I still misses him quite alot whenever I’m in Gardens/Mid Valley. Those places we went to… but, I have to forget him for the moment he uttered the words out of his mouth.
Gosh,… I don’t want to destroy my sleep as well.. he is past and present and there are things still ahead of me.
As for me, I’m just back from Raub.
Went back and saw my Yi Po and she is so like my late grandmama. Misses her so much until I saw my Yi Po like my own grandmama. Haha.. and she has my grandmama’s behaviour and even the way she talks.
I felt like the burden has lifted off my shoulder after I prayed my grandmama. It’s been months since I prayed her.
I will be going back Raub this new year for.. probably 3 days 2 nights. I am really looking forward for this trip…
I dreamt of my late grandmama yesterday.. she look stunningly young and pretty.
No longer having those old spots on her face and in fact, she is actually fair type!! haha.. probably it’s the dream..
I really miss her so much 
