Goodbye 2008… and planning for 2009

This year is the most busiest year ever in my life.

1st of all, I had difficulties when my ex boss promoted and it’s been hell when I was under him. I have make the most difficult decision which was to resign from my previous position. It was hard and I almost wanted to cry when I knew for sure that I am leaving my ex-company. It was the most difficult decision ever made by myself for leaving my good friends behind.

This year also was my dreams came true. 1st of all, I’ve experiences how it would be to be liked and loved … although it is  a brief occasion but it is sufficient. It is difficult to maintain a steady relationship especially he is so different from my world. We are completely from 2 different worlds. It was a hard decision finally, to be out of this relationship. He has uttered something that I doesn’t like which is comparing my family situation, financial situation and also most of all, he is so particular that insisted that I should be paying for my own meals..

I understand that my position is much higher than him, earning higher than him and my family condition is much better than him but I have never once spoken about these things in front of him. and even if I am earning more than him but it is not the girl’s duty to pay the bill and he is just shameless to do it.

I do understand that he is inferior complex but he has to accept it or just drop it off. I have been too lenient to him. I was never once lowered myself so low so that he can accessible to me but he never appreciated it. It is too bad because I am now again closed for any available relationship.

For me, it is hard for me to accept a person in life but never have lowered my expectation to my partner… this is also why my friends said I am just too choosy. Haha…

Also, I’ve been dreaming of working in foreign company which is one of the reason why I went for an interview in 2006 at Microsoft. Unfortunately I was not recruited. Now, I am with one of the MNC Insurance company which is graded A+ but I am still yet to adapt to my environment in terms of job and people. Soon, I will be happy but not now.

Anyway, I have been to 5 major trips this year with my friends and family and I find this year very interesting and I’m loving it.

Next year won’t be this busy because I’ve just changed job but of course, I also planned for my trips for 2009. I am actually thinking of going Hong Kong or Beijing next year.. either one will do because I will be spending about 1-2 weeks away. Gosh.. money going out again.

Amazingly.. this year, I’ve been to Phuket (Thailand), Bandung (Indonesia), Hong Kong (China), Lang Tengah (Kuala Terengganu), and Kota Kinabalu (Sabah).

I did not plan for that many trips.. it was spontaneous planning especially my Hong Kong trip. A week before my flight scheduled. Hehe.. too bad because the weather was bad. Hong Kong was completely shut down on 6 August 2008 due to Typhoon (signal but I did enjoy my trip because it was my 1st trip being so far from Malaysia.

I am thinking of planning for Hong Kong (if only my planning successful), I will be going 2 extra places.. Shen Zhen and also Macau. I wish that my precious planning will be successful. Even then, if my Hong Kong not successful, I will go on tour to Beijing, China with my friend. Uncertainty in my planning. It may change overtime.

Besides that, I have 2 confirmed trips; Bali (Indonesia) and Bandung (Indonesia). Although my Bandung trip is yet to confirm on the dates but I am very sure and determined that my trip will be successful because it might be my last trip with my ex-colleagues because they might set up a family soon, by then, they wont be as free as now..

But.. my Bali trip has been confirmed. scheduled to fly in April 2009. Going there for 5 days and 4 nights. Gonna be abit boring because will be going there with a couple but, I am hoping that I won’t feel out of place. Haha…

Anyway… I do hope that :-

1) stable in my job and contented to stay

2) financially stable

3) able to adapt to my new environment

4) also able to find my life partner by next year…

5) my family will be happy, no arguments, nor sadness that surround us for the past 1 year since my late grandmama died and my late grandmother.

6) everyone I loved, friends that I know, relatives will be safe and sound

This is what I wished for year 2009. Hehehe… HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Tired but happy

Finally, my trip to Berjaya Hills is over and I will be free for the entire weekends this week. I am damn happy!

I’ve been traveling for the past 3 weeks with my friends, colleagues and family members. Not that I don’t appreciate the vacations with them, I am just feeling too tired.. tired even just think of traveling.

And I will be traveling to Genting Highland next week for my friend’s birthday cum gathering. My college gathering and only meet them either 2/3 times a year. I will appreciate this trip geh.. and Derek will be bring his gf this time. I am glad that she is back from UK and I am hoping that Derek won’t be bother to disturb me, as he did for the past 12 weeks without her!! < got scared of him at times> < =.= >

Probably after Genting Highland’s trip, I will be going to Cameron Highland with my family members. I don’t know whether my parents want to go anot. It’s been years since I was there! I think should be 5/6 years liao!!

See how it goes ler. I’ve been asking Monkey to go Cameron but she said she was there last January. Ling2 said it’s far. So, have to find others to go.. so I chose my family! Hahaha…

Today I want to retire early.. my eyes kind of getting swollen from lack of sleep :-p

So fast!

Wow… today is going to end soon… time really flies. Erm, means.. I’m getting older as the time goes by.

Neway, yesterday I bought a medium size luggage bag and today, I bought a big luggage bag for my boss who is migrating soon to Australia. Bought the bag as a present from us, BI unit. & of course bon voyage card. Gonna miss her…

She is the best ever boss I ever has/ had.. I might not even find such a good boss.. neway, I do hope her the best in a foreign country & hope we will be able to contact each other.. hehehe

I bought the luggage also for my extensive traveling to overseas lol. Hehehe.. despite this year trip going to Thailand and Indonesia. It’s just my beginning… I am planning to go to China/Taiwan, … depending whether my friends want to follow anot else, I might even go alone traveling. Hehehe, it’s my last option lor. But I do have a feeling that my friends might want to go if the trip is cheap. It will be my 2009 trip coz it will worth around RM3k – 4k including expenses like buying stuffs and entertainment.

Neway, see how this trip goes. If okay, I will suggest if not.. might not even suggest/discuss.