3rd of work…

I’m quite exhausted today… only do the new claims registration!

My backlogs are yet to be cleared!

Neway… I am truly happy with my choice but at times, I still think that my old job was much better than my new job..

Probably I am yet to adapt to the new environment and new people environment. Also, new way of doing work…

Also.. new culture. Just like today! Today is my 1st day of work and dress in casual! Wear jeans and sport shoes!!! Haha..

I’m quite abit of culture shock but.. slowly, I am adapting to the new environment. Haha.. hopefully I can learn things asap because my works are pilling up…

Regret..

I dont know why these days I felt like my peace is disturbed especially last time, I dont go breakfast. Now, to entertain my friend , I have to get my butt up and meet her at the cafe. Now I am messing my breakfast time and my lunch and to the extend to skip my lunch because I had heavy breakfast meal.

It’s not like I dont like being with her, it’s just not my style. I am used to read newspaper in the morning and start my work earlier than my colleagues , sometimes, 45 mins before and worst 30mins depending how urgent the file is.

Besides that, I also dont really like how she handle her relationship but I had no choice but to keep it quietly to myself. I dont like to condemn people but I think the way she handle it very badly. It’s just like how she told me , how she confessed to the guy, asking him to propose to her as gf? I know the guy is 1st time dating but don’t tell me that he is that dumb to notice it? For me, if the guy really like you, he will notice everything even it is 1st time.

This is not the 1st time she told me propose to a guy but 2nd!! I dont see it will help in her relationship in the near future. A girl proposing to a guy when the girl barely know her partner is just making the relationship into mess.. because he might not appreciate her but that’s how I percept about relationship.

She always say I’m desperate for a guy but at least I am more reserved and not as desperate and open like her i.e. asking the guy to propose to her. I dare not comment further when she told me that… we area close but, sometimes, I dont want to hurt any party’s feeling.

I dont know la. Although we were close, we are now in fact but the thing is, I dont really like to spend so much time with my older friends. I enjoy more with my colleagues. They are more mature, understanding in fact, coach me whenever I was wrong. I know my older friends too but my colleagues were there when I needed them.

Hahaha… I left my “notes” how I felt about my friend make me feeling very much better. I’ve been keeping it for some time now.. letting it out makes me feel “GOOD”.. Hehhehe…